First Moon Forever 21

It took me less than a week to explore the DL side of ABDL. Liliana was busy with pack business, so while home alone I was running around doing stuff in just a diaper and t-shirt. I was starting to realize just how nice they felt. Beyond the fact that they made me feel small, cute and safe, they also just excited me in a way I didn’t realize at first. Especially when wet.

The warm padding pressed against me as I moved. It was unlike anything I had really experienced before and I was realizing how bothered I was getting. With the house clean, I went to my room and pulled my pink wand from the bottom of my ‘toy chest’, crawled into my bed and took a deep breath. With the head pressed into the crinkling plastic, the toy hummed to life. Instantly the vibration sent chills up my spine. In my already excited state I wasn’t expecting just how nice it would feel and let out a howl.

“Excuse me?” Liliana snapped me back to attention. I must have been so caught up in my arousal that I didn’t even pay attention to the world around me. She made her way quickly to me and growled softly. Taking the wand from my hand, she squeezed my sodden diapered crotch. “Mine.” She huffed out and nipped my ear.

I bit back a moan as she took control. “Stay.” She commanded. Her eyes were bright. The wolf was enjoying this too. So I lay there on my bed, a needy mess, waiting to see what she had in mind for her naughty little girl.

It was only a few minutes, but to my flustered brain it felt like hours. When she came back she had the box of fun stuff I had picked recently and all but her underwear were gone. I gasped and squirmed. “Oh…Liliana? Now? I was so close.”

“I know you were, and you didn’t even wait for me. So very naughty of you. You’re just going to have to learn.” She tutted at me as she took a wrist and locked the first of the cuffs around it.

“No. No no no. Please, no?” I fussed and squirmed as she repeated the process on each limb. Before chaining the cuffs to the straps coming from under my mattress, she looked me in the eyes. I knew she could get the answer she wanted just from my eyes or accent even, but I still thought ‘green’ to her.

With me all secured, she strapped the wand to my leg and left it to buzz on low into my damp diaper. She twirled across my room to my closet, wiggling out of her panties as she went. I watched from my bed longingly as she took one of the Unicorn diapers from my shelf and gave me the crinkliest reverse-strip tease ever. I was huffing as I pulled against my bonds. I knew I could break them, but my mistress had put them on and that was enough to keep me from actually getting free.

Liliana danced at the foot of my bed, her padded rump swaying from side to side and driving me crazy. How was I this turned on by a fetish I had never even considered a month before? I wasn’t given too long to question it, because Liliana crawled onto my bed between my legs and over me. She pressed the wand between our diapers as she started to grind and pant herself. Now that she was astride me, she licked my neck, kissing all the way up til I turned to meet her. She kissed me deeply. A kiss that was both passionate and possessive. I could feel her energy as I returned it wholly. I was hers, but she was mine too.

As fast as she had been on top of me, she was gone and so was the wand. I let out a whimper as she leaned against the footboard. Looking me in the eyes she licked her lips. The magic wand hummed across the smooth plastic of her diaper. I was left to whine as she moaned with pleasure. I squirmed against my bonds, but it thrilled her more. Watching me wiggle helplessly as she grew ever closer to bliss. She pressed the wand more firmly into the crinkling padding, her muscles tensed and her breathing quickened. She was truly beautiful to watch and I was more needy than ever.

She chimed off the bed and lowered the rails so she could come right up beside my ear. “Oh, does my little pup want to cum too? Then do it.~” And I knew exactly what she meant. I had brought it up a few days ago and how I didn’t know if it was for me or not, but here I was. Strapped down to my bed, the head of the wand playing against my soaking wet diaper and… I whined. I closed my eyes, bit my lip and started pushing. The more I pushed out, the more intense Liliana got with the wand until all I knew was I was in bliss as the mess pressed against my rump. I was not the Rachel I came to the city as a month ago. I don’t think that version of me would ever understand how something so gross and juvenile could be ecstasy.

First Moon Forever 17

I ran, the wind in my fur. Down on all fours. I was free. Everything was right. Rachel was happy. Liliana kept pace behind me. The world was mine.

It had started as Rachel exploring herself and her new form, but once she was accustomed to it, she let me take the lead. Everything was new. Of course I had Rachel’s knowledge of things, but it wasn’t the same as just putting my paws to the ground and going. In the back of my mind, Rachel was giving me the information about things I showed interest in. Trees, the river, so many smells!

I found a rabbit and chased it for a good bit, but we didn’t want to hurt it. I could hunt. I could hurt the rabbit, but I knew I didn’t need to. I didn’t have to hurt the bunny to eat, even if it would be so easy. Rachel didn’t want to kill it, and I knew I didn’t either. I just wanted to play. So I did. Until the sun began to peek through the trees.

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“Okay, it’s about time for this little one to get to bed. Does big sis want to help me get her changed?” Liliana announced as the credits started to play. My cheeks felt like they had burst into flames and yet Marsha somehow looked even more embarrassed sitting stunned as she looked up at the diaper her alpha held out.

“I…” She looked at me and took a deep breath. A smile grew on her face. “I think I can handle that!” Her confidence returned as I squirmed on the floor where I still sat in a squelching pull-up.

“Good girl. Okay pup, up up.” Mommy patted where she had a changing mat laid out. I scrambled up and Marsha pulled back on my shortalls.

“Gotta get these off first.” She teased as she undid the shoulder clasps. The shortalls dropped to the floor and they both chuckled at the obviously wet Pull-up. “These are pretty soggy, maybe not ready for them yet, huh kiddo? Don’t you think… Mom? Mama?” She looks questioningly at Liliana.

“Whatever you feel comfortable with and you may be right. Didn’t even ask to go to the potty, no way she’s ready.” She answered the unasked question first. While I squirmed and plopped down onto the changing pad, they made decisions about my underwear for me. Marsha showed her claws and ran them down the seams on either side, pulling the soaked training pants away from me and wiping me clean. I was breathing deep until Liliana cleared her throat and I bit my lip.

Liliana produced a big thick diaper with little lions on it. “That’s… that’s so cute, but… sooooo baby!” I whined.

Marsha giggled, taking the diaper and getting it under me. It was so soft and fluffy. I wanted to protest and at least pretend I wasn’t a big baby, but it was too nice. Instead, all I got out was a little yipping sound. “Excited little frisky puppy!” She teased while applying lotion and powder that filled the room with the smell of lavender. The little wolf in the back of my mind was in heaven, it seemed she… we really liked lavender a lot.

Getting me all taped into the diaper, she gave my crotch a teasing pat before helping mommy get me into my wolf jammies for the night. Marsha gave me a big hug. “Alright, be a good girl and I’ll see you in the morning, baby sis.” And Liliana walked her to the elevator.

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“So, how long have you been interested in age play?” Liliana asked Marsha.

“Honestly? I’m still not sure I am, but I see you and Rachel and… I guess I just like… get it now?” She sounded very thoughtful over it all.

“Well I’m very happy to have you if you want? Do you…”

“Want to wear diapers? No. I can say for sure I’m not feeling that, but calling her baby sister? You… Mommy?” Her voice thrummed happily with that. “I think I like that?” She paused for a beat. “Look, I’ve lived as an eighteen year old for twenty years. I guess I’ve been doing this for a while already? What we are and time is weird already, so I was never sure what my thing was, but it felt good today and I would like to give it a shot if you’d guide me.”

“I’d like to think I’ve been guiding you since Winnie brought a scared stray to my home fifteen years ago, but I’d love to help you explore more.” She hugged Marsha close. “Get some sleep, I think you’ll need your energy to watch your little sister tomorrow.”

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As soon as mommy sat on the bed I pounced on her. “No ma’am, not tonight.” She chided me and I realized I had been grinding against her. “You’re already padded for bed in your Little Kings my little princess.” And with that, she pulled me down with her to lie down for bed. I whined a little, but mommy had already said no.

First Moon Forever 13

I sat staring at the window as everyone ordered. I could see everyone else as they were, but where I sat was a toddler. I didn’t really notice the waitress leaving or what was ordered. I felt like my entire reality was in question. It was Liliana’s giggling that got my attention. Looking around the table I noticed that she and Winnie both had grins.

“What’s going on?” I looked at myself and seemed normal.

“What do you mean, little miss?” Winnie asked with a slight chuckle. I huffed a little and pointed at the reflection in the window. “Oh, well the world just sees you the same way Miss Liliana does, if she sees fit that is.”

Liliana saw how confused I was and came to my rescue. “Oh dear, do you know anything about the fae?” I nodded, so she continued. “Well, Winnie’s gift was inherited from her grandmother, she was a fae you see. So I can amplify her abilities of glamor. It just seemed easier to talk about you as a child if that was what was seen.” My head was spinning, but as if to help me understand, Winnie started to change her appearance in front of me.

I had never heard of werewolves having anything beyond basic pack magics, but this was wild. I looked back to the window and waved at the little me who waved back. Liliana giggled again and got back to business. “Now, you know that Rachel is now second in command, but at the same time it will be like a princess. She has the power when it counts, but still has to listen to her caretakers day to day. That would be you all… well…” She eyed Nico. “Within reason of course.”

“Whatever. I’m a highly skilled man, I don’t have time to be a babysitter anyways.” Nico scoffed in annoyance.

“Nico, boy, you are nothing more than a very lucky hacker.” Ronnie laughed. “But I agree. Don’t we have more important things to do than take care of the runt?”

“Well of course you have important things to do, but I just want to establish ground rules so there is as little confusion as possible moving forward. The pack is family afterall and Rachel is just the baby of the family now.” I blushed furiously and as if on cue, our waitress placed the sippy cup in front of me and picked up my crayons.

“Don’t you want to color for your mommy?” She asked, offering me the crayons. Liliana nodded, so I took them and started to color the menu. While I colored, I started to focus on what I was doing and not the boring pack business being talked about around me. Only responding with noises and nods when I was asked if I would like to move in with Liliana. At one point I fished my keys out of my purse to give to Ronnie to his dismay. Plans were made for my things to be packed and moved while I still had the hotel room for the rest of the week, but my menu seemed far more important to the little wolf in my mind.

When the food was brought out Marsha hopped up to pull something out of the bag. As she tied the bib around my neck, I blushed looking down at my plate of nuggets and applesauce next to my sippy cup of juice. “Don’t want my little sister getting messy.” She announced with glee to which Lilliana raised an eyebrow. Marsha blushed herself and grinned, making Liliana smile and nod.

“Thank you sweetie. Very thoughtful.” And as she spoke I saw Marsha suddenly appeared to be about eight. The waitress looking curious for a moment, but smiled.

“What a helpful big sister you are!” She praised Marsha who was taking in her new appearance.

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The rest of lunch and the day were pretty low key. Marsha joined us for a bit when we went back to the hotel, she still looked like a kid to me, it seemed pack magic was something I was going to have to learn a lot about.

“So big sister, huh?” Liliana chuckled once we were back in the room. The glamor dropped.

“I mean, is it my thing? No, but it seemed fun, so why not?” Marsha blushed and Liliana smiled.

“Okay, well I think it works fine if Rachel is okay with it.”

“I have always wanted a sister.” I offered with a smile. Marsha gave me a big hug.

“Well pack is family, so you can consider me your big sister!” She seemed very happy with this idea herself.

“Okay, I have to take care of business tomorrow, so you can tag along if you like or you can explore more of the city on your own?” Liliana put on a movie as she spoke.

“I’m off tomorrow if you don’t want to explore alone?” Marsha offered.

“That would be fun! I’d love to get to know my big sister!” I chirped out happily. As the movie started, I recognized it as 100% Wolf.

“You know this is the reason she wanted to be a werewolf right?” Lilliana teased. Marsha giggled and I knew what I wanted to do tomorrow as I stuck my tongue out in a fake pout.

First Moon Forever 12

After taking a shower, I got on the clothes Liliana had picked from yesterday’s purchases. Black and white thigh high socks that came from a pair of purple boots and met with cute purple shortalls with little bats over it and a little black crop top. Under it all was another Pull-up. If you paid attention as I moved you could just see a bit of the waist peeking here and there. I was thrilled. It wasn’t too much, but just enough to feel cute. How had I blocked out this part of myself for so long?

“You ready? I told the inner circle we would meet them for breakfast to make introductions.” Liliana broke me out of my thought and I pranced out of the bathroom and gave her a twirl. “My my, what a cute little girl I have.”

“All your fault! I swear I was tough before I met you.” I laughed, sticking my tongue out at her. “But… I just need to do something first.” I sat on the bed, picking up my phone. I called the number I had so many times to get the voice-mail again. “Hey mom! I know I said I was coming to the city to look for a place, but I was really doing the thing again… and you know, I did it! And I met the most wonderful girl while I was at it.” I smiled up at Liliana who gave me a sad look. “Well… I’ll call again later. Love you.”

“Oh sweetie…” Liliana sat next to me and pulled me into a hug. “How long has it been?” At first I couldn’t say anything. My voice hung in my throat as I fought not to break down. Tears came and gave way to sobs, but when I finally was able to get composed I spoke again.

“Three years.” I choked out. “One night she was fine, the next she was gone. Doctors say a blood clot broke free and it was over quickly. She didn’t suffer, but it’s still so hard to accept.”

“And you call her to hold onto her memory.”

“Yea, she was all I had. I never knew my dad, didn’t even want to look once I was grown up, so when mom went… letting go felt… like I was all alone.”

“Oh, baby… you’ll never have to be alone again. I’m here for you and you have the pack. You have a family again.”

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Getting out of the car, Liliana shouldered the bright pink Hello Kitty backpack. I didn’t know exactly what was inside it, but I had at least a guess as to something. She saw the blush on my face and chuckled. “Oh sweetie, this is just in case you get too excited and have an accident. We have to be prepared after all.” This did absolutely nothing to help my blush, quite the opposite actually. I let out a whine as I followed her through the doors.

It was a cute little diner that wasn’t very busy. There were two people at the counter and then a table of a mismatched looking group of people. Liliana led me over to the table and as we went I became very self conscious about my outfit. I tugged at the hem of my shorts. Desperate to make sure they hid the Pull-up, but completely unaware that there was almost no chance it would show to begin with. All I managed was to look more childish as I fidgeted.

“Stop fussing with it, honey. You look adorable.” I pursed my lips in protest, but tried my best to leave it alone. As we took our seats.

“So this is the new puppy?” A grumpy looking man chuffed. He had a thick British accent and wore a very nice looking suit.

“Yes Ronnie, this is Rachel. She is my mate and my little girl.” Liliana’s response brought a shy grin to my already pink face.

He snorted. “I guess that’s up to you then.” He sneered at me as he looked down his nose. I wrinkled my nose and stuck my tongue out at him. I was about to give him a tongue lashing when a smaller woman, who looked to be in her mid-twenties, chimed in.

“Well Liliana, I for one think she’s just precious.” She offered with a song-songy Irish accent.

“Thank you Winnie, dear.” Liliana said with a smile in her voice. Looking around the table, there were seven of us all together. I hadn’t noticed at first, but Marsha was sitting to the right of Mommy… Liliana. I gave her a shy little wave which she returned with a smile.

‘Nice to see you again, sweetie.’ She thought at me. It was nice that she was not only used to my gift, but chose to use it to talk directly to me instead of having me try and converse as embarrassed as I was.

“Ey, I wanna know why we weren’t asked what we thought about turning someone new to bring into the pack.” Barked a man in his thirties. He was dressed in the coolest fashion as if it was still the nineties he seemed to hold himself to a high regard though.

“Excuse me Nico, but I don’t believe even Maribelle would need to come to you for permission to do anything, let alone your alpha. It would be best you learn to remember just who is in charge. I appreciate your skills, but your attitude? Not so much.” Nico shrunk back in his seat. Liliana’s accent was much thicker when she was upset and he could tell he had better shut up. Maribelle, a bookwormish woman in what I would say was in her thirties, smiled shyly at the mention of her. She didn’t seem like the type to want to make waves.

“Now, this was not a meeting to discuss why I decided to turn her or to know how you wouldn’t have done it. No, this meeting was so you could all meet my new baby girl and so that some things could be discussed.” As she spoke the waitress came over. She put a child’s menu in front of me, complete with crayons.

“Well aren’t you just the cutest!? Excuse me, would you like a booster seat or highchair for your little girl?” I was stunned into silence. Little girl? Was she part of the pack too and just playing along?

Liliana smiled at her. “Oh, no thank you ma’am. I think she can be a big enough girl to not need one.”

“Okay, she really is adorable. Such a lucky mommy.” She praised, before taking drink orders. Liliana handed her a big sippy cup for my juice. I was stunned. I couldn’t feel her in the pack bonds, but here she was acting like all she saw was a two year old. Looking around I noticed Marsha, mommy and Winnie were all smiling. I didn’t understand, but when I glanced at the window my jaw dropped. There looking back at me was a toddler wearing the same outfit I was.

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With a ding the doors slid open to reveal the lobby. I took a deep breath and padded out. With each little step I took, the cartoonish plush tail swayed back and forth, the ears flopped on top of my head, and I crinkled for all to hear. Of course, everyone was just the receptionist and the pizza girl across the lobby, but it was enough. I was sure they could hear it. Though if they could they made no sign that they could.

I waddled my way over to the girl waiting for me with my pizza. She stifled a giggle and smiled at me. “You Rachel?” I nodded blushing as the ears flopped like mad, she wasn’t able to stifle her giggles this time. “I’m sorry, you’re just so cute and I wasn’t ready. I’ve delivered for cosplayers before, but there’s just something different about you.”

I squirmed in place. “T-thank you!” My voice squeaked out, only making her grin widen. I held out the cash I had come down with. “I figured a cash tip was better than the app.”

“Oh! Yea, thanks! Here you are sweetie.” She handed me my pizza and wings as I grew even redder. She was at least five years younger than me, but she was treating me like she knew I was dipping my toes into the kiddie pool, so to speak. I gave her a little wave and turned to head back upstairs, but she leaned in behind me and gave my butt a little pat.

“Tell your mommy hi for me.” She whispered and my eyes went wide. She did know!? How did she know? My mind raced until it hit me. I could feel her. “There she goes, run along you smart little puppy.” I swallowed hard, nodded and trotted back to the elevator now fully aware she heard each little crinkle as well as I did. Taping the up button I peeked back to see her still waving at me.

I wrinkled my nose and thought to tell her ‘thank you’ again. Her eyes were the ones to go wide this time. Confused, I titled my head. She mouthed ‘you’re welcome’. She had heard me thinking at her? This was all so new and exciting. If her reaction was any indication, it was new to her too. When the doors opened, I bounced into the elevator excited to tell Liliana about my first interaction with someone else from the pack.

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Liliana had been already giggling when I walked in the door. I stuck my tongue out at her and pretended to be huffy which only made her laugh more. When I brought up that the girl, Marsha, had been able to hear me thinking at her, she stopped giggling and got very curious.

“You mean that isn’t normal?” I asked, unsure how I could’ve done something new.

“Honestly, no. Typically it takes through the first Moon for new wolves to tap into pack magic. For you to already feel them was interesting as is, but this is above and beyond anything that’s been seen.” She sounded proud of me which just made me wiggle my butt happily. She chuckled and took the food and put it on the table. “Okay, let’s eat before the food gets cold.”

“Alright.” I sat down and opened the pizza box and snagged a slice. Taking a big bite, the cheese dripped and stretched. “Mmmmmm! Oh gah! You were riiight! It’s so good!” She chucked again, taking a slice herself. I cocked my head. “How did Marsha know?”

She almost dropped the pizza from laughing too much. “Oh my gosh, I called her after you left the room!” I gave her a pout hoping there had been some other pack magic to it. “I told you, your gift is unique, you’re my special little girl.”