First Moon Forever 17

I ran, the wind in my fur. Down on all fours. I was free. Everything was right. Rachel was happy. Liliana kept pace behind me. The world was mine.

It had started as Rachel exploring herself and her new form, but once she was accustomed to it, she let me take the lead. Everything was new. Of course I had Rachel’s knowledge of things, but it wasn’t the same as just putting my paws to the ground and going. In the back of my mind, Rachel was giving me the information about things I showed interest in. Trees, the river, so many smells!

I found a rabbit and chased it for a good bit, but we didn’t want to hurt it. I could hunt. I could hurt the rabbit, but I knew I didn’t need to. I didn’t have to hurt the bunny to eat, even if it would be so easy. Rachel didn’t want to kill it, and I knew I didn’t either. I just wanted to play. So I did. Until the sun began to peek through the trees.

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The app notifications went off. They must have thought she was crazy. Sushi from one place and boba from another. Then there were the coloring books, crayons, candy and snacks from yet another. They were all her favorite things and very important for a day like today.

It had been a particularly challenging couple of weeks and it had all just gotten to be too much, so today she was going to do something about it. Shae tiptoed down the stairs and peeked out of her room into the living room. No one there, awesome. This was going to be pretty easy.

It’s not like she thought her roommates would say anything about her outfit, hell they probably already knew about her special underwear choices. Today she had decided to wear her comfy denim skirtall with the frayed denim star on the bib, the cute little wolf bodysuit under it… bodysuit, it was a onesie and under it was one of the comfy new AlphaGatorZ and over it was her new ruffled booty tights. Her hair was in tiny little pigtail tufts since her hair was still in the process of growing to where she wanted and she had the tiara she’d gotten as a present on as well. She felt absolutely adorable as she pranced through the living room to the front door.

She caught her one roommates eye peeking down the hall and he just rolled his eyes at her as she opened the door and bent over to get her orders. Her ruffley tush peeked out before she adjusted the skirt and made her way back up to her room.

Into bed, TV on to Bluey as suggested by her baby sister for today, the front rail went up and she sat there on her big plush purple blanket. Princess sat beside her wearing one of her little drool bibs as a second bandana, because sometimes the big stuffed sabertooth tiger wanted to be baby too.

So the little princess (not to be mistaken for Princess herself) was at peace. This was how she wished she could always live. Just an oversized toddler who was still in diapers more often than not if only for the comfort of them. She ate her sushi and potstickers, drank her boba, colored, snuggled her plushies, played with her baby toys and just… was. She was herself and she was happy.

First Moon Forever 16

I followed her through the gate. Dense trees on either side of the driveway. After about a quarter mile we came out of the woods and I saw the gorgeous wood cabin. Behind it the lake stretched out, water glistening in the morning sun. It was more like something from a painting than what I would ever have expected. I could’ve never in my life anticipated I would be moving into a place like this, to live with the most wonderful woman I had ever met and I had only known her for a week.

I parked beside Liliana and got out to get my bags. Liliana stopped me, grabbing my shoulder and bouncing a little. She was so giddy it made me grin.

“We can get your stuff out later! I want to show you around first.” She gestured at the wilderness around us. “And tonight I’ll show you around this!”

My eyes were wide as I turned to take it all in. Driving up it had already seemed vast, but now that I was out of my car I felt so small. I had never been a real city kid, but I hadn’t been in this much nature either. I felt overwhelmed and at home at the same time. The little wolf in the back of my mind was practically vibrating. It made me realize I was sniffing at the air. My eyes closed and I took in the world around me.

“Good.” I opened my eyes to see mommy watching me and I cocked my head. “You’re allowing the wolf to access her home with you. I’ve seen so many new wolves fight their instincts. It takes them longer to find the balance.”

I blushed and tucked a piece of hair behind my ear. “I guess it doesn’t hurt that I wanted it either?” I mused idly out loud. Liliana pulled me into a big hug.

“It sure doesn’t!” She tugged me along into the house. I stepped through the front door into a cozy little living room. Marsha was on the couch playing a Pokémon game.

“Hi squirt!” She greeted, tilting her head back smiling before going back to the game. I stuck my tongue out at her and laughed. Liliana took me around the house. The kitchen was amazing. There were a couple bedrooms, the master, mine with all my things already setup, two guests and one empty one.

“This… this can be your nursery if you want?” She opened the closet to reveal the stash of diapers and clothes she had already had.

“That sounds fun, but I have wondered why you already had stuff ready?”

“Oh, well, I always hoped I’d find a little girl like you, but diapers are also just comfy.”

I thought for a moment. I really wanted to play with that, so after a beat I burst out “Ooooh! MOMMY IS A CRINKLEBUTT!” Marsha burst into giggle snorts in the other room as Liliana’s eyes widened and she blushed.

“I… well…” She stammered and for a moment I thought I had messed up, but Marsha stuck her head into the room.

“Ma! You found the perfect little brat for you!” She teased and Liliana fought the slight grin.

“Both of you are brats!” She fake whined at us. “And you’re the crinkle butt, I just had to make sure your diapers were comfy enough for such a tiny baby.” My face scrunched up in a huff. I tried to protest, but I couldn’t. My feet shuffled before I bounced over and hugged her.

“Thank you mommy! You picked the cutest, most babyish diapers to introduce me to… me!” Kill them with sweetness, right?

The rest of the day the three of us lounged around the house with games, movies and internet shopping. Marsha and Liliana gushing over how cute the types of things I picked for my nursery playroom were. They were both eating it up and I was living for their praise.

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“Again, it is going to hurt at first, but don’t try and fight it. Once it’s over, the pain just goes away.” Liliana gave my hand one last squeeze before stepping away. The sun was just about down, I was encircled by pack and I could feel the wolf getting antsy.

My skin rippled as fur sprouted. My bones ached and shifted. I could feel my organs shutting down while I watched my nose grow out in front of my eyes. My ears stretched and migrated further up my head. My tail burst out behind me. Organs, now rearranged and once again working as they should, made me feel like I was going to vomit for a moment, but instead I lifted my head and let out a howl.

“Oh lass, her fur is white and silver. The girl is beautiful.” Winnie commented. I was beautiful? The wolf girl was very happy to hear this and I hopped on all fours with joy before testing my balance on two. I looked to Liliana in front of me and… “Oh my, it looks like her wolf is as wee as she is!” I had gotten smaller? Liliana, still in human form now looked me in my eyes.

“My little pup.” She cooed, giving my ear a scritch before stepping away to let the change take her as well. The rest of the pack followed her lead. I watched as her silver grey form emerged before me and grew. She must’ve been over seven foot tall now. I got close and nuzzled into her. My lover, my mommy, my alpha.

First Moon Forever 15

I woke up to a light knock at the door. Instantly I knew Liliana wasn’t in bed anymore and I let out an involuntary whimper before I saw her slip over to the door. She opened it as quietly as she could to let Marsha in.

“Good morning, she’s still asleep. I’m about to head out.” Marsha could see me slowly getting up on the bed and for her credit didn’t give me away. I took aim and left at Liliana, pouncing on her with a giggle.

“Morning mommy!” I squealed.

“Well good morning, puppy.” She purred out. She spun me around off her back and held me like I was really as small as I had appeared the day before. “I’m about to go deal with business, you going to be okay with Marsha today?”

I looked like I had to think about it before nodding. “I think so, it’ll be nice to get to know her better.” Marsha ruffled my hair from behind before pulling my hood back in place.

“Okay, I got the tyke. You better get going.” As Marsha told her to get going, Liliana let me down and I gave her a big hug.

“Have a nice day!” I sang out with a mischievous grin that made her raise an eyebrow before she kissed me on the forehead. She shut the door with a laugh and Marsha waited until we could hear the elevator going down to turn to me.

“Okay, what do you have planned?” She asked, smiling. I rushed to grab my phone and show her my appointment. “Oh! So… she teased you about that movie and…”

“I’m going with pink and lilac highlights!” I blurted out to her amusement.

“And you’re sure you weren’t into this before, ya little mischievous brat?” To which we both got a good little laugh.

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We spent the rest of the morning hanging out watching shows before she got me into another of my new outfits, leaving me in the slightly damp diaper from the night before. So I spent the rest of the day in a huff as we went around town. After lunch she finally said it was time for a change, but just put me back in another Lil King before we went to the salon to get pink bangs and lilac tips in my hair.

“You know, she’s going to love it, but the fact that you did it because she teased you is just such a little brat move and I’m here for it.” Marsha admired my hair as we got back in my car to go meet Liliana for dinner.

“Hey, I’m not going to give up who I am. I was going to do something like this soon anyways, so why not now?” I shrugged, starting up my car. When my stereo connected to my Phone, it started playing ‘Trouble by Shampoo’ and we both burst out laughing again.

“Okay, that was perfect, but how do you even know that song?” Marsha asked, still laughing.

“The Power Rangers movie? I was always a little nerd and… Kimberly was cute…” I blushed a little thinking back on my crush for the original pink ranger.

“She’s really nice you know? Amy Jo Johnson?”

“Yea?”

“Oh, yea…I was an extra for the movie, back when I was actually twenty. I was in front of her in the end scene when they’re watching the fireworks. I was so nervous, but she was so sweet and made me feel a lot better.”

“Oh that is so cool! My big sister is a movie star!” I giggled.

“Haha, very funny. Anyways… you’re moving in with Liliana Wednesday? That’ll be your first full moon too, won’t it? How are you feeling about everything?” She sounded concerned.

“Well, being a werewolf has been all I’ve ever wanted, so I’m pretty excited still? I know it’ll probably be different from what I’ve had in my mind, but having mommy and you… I think it’s only going to be better than I had hoped? I got my dream, learned about a part of myself I had kept buried and got a little family all at once. I’m feeling pretty blessed honestly.” I gave her a shy smile as we pulled up to the restaurant. Liliana was waiting by the door when we walked up and literally face-palmed seeing my hair.

“I’m going to have a time with you, huh lil pup?” She feigned exasperation.

First Moon Forever 14

“Okay, it’s about time for this little one to get to bed. Does big sis want to help me get her changed?” Liliana announced as the credits started to play. My cheeks felt like they had burst into flames and yet Marsha somehow looked even more embarrassed sitting stunned as she looked up at the diaper her alpha held out.

“I…” She looked at me and took a deep breath. A smile grew on her face. “I think I can handle that!” Her confidence returned as I squirmed on the floor where I still sat in a squelching pull-up.

“Good girl. Okay pup, up up.” Mommy patted where she had a changing mat laid out. I scrambled up and Marsha pulled back on my shortalls.

“Gotta get these off first.” She teased as she undid the shoulder clasps. The shortalls dropped to the floor and they both chuckled at the obviously wet Pull-up. “These are pretty soggy, maybe not ready for them yet, huh kiddo? Don’t you think… Mom? Mama?” She looks questioningly at Liliana.

“Whatever you feel comfortable with and you may be right. Didn’t even ask to go to the potty, no way she’s ready.” She answered the unasked question first. While I squirmed and plopped down onto the changing pad, they made decisions about my underwear for me. Marsha showed her claws and ran them down the seams on either side, pulling the soaked training pants away from me and wiping me clean. I was breathing deep until Liliana cleared her throat and I bit my lip.

Liliana produced a big thick diaper with little lions on it. “That’s… that’s so cute, but… sooooo baby!” I whined.

Marsha giggled, taking the diaper and getting it under me. It was so soft and fluffy. I wanted to protest and at least pretend I wasn’t a big baby, but it was too nice. Instead, all I got out was a little yipping sound. “Excited little frisky puppy!” She teased while applying lotion and powder that filled the room with the smell of lavender. The little wolf in the back of my mind was in heaven, it seemed she… we really liked lavender a lot.

Getting me all taped into the diaper, she gave my crotch a teasing pat before helping mommy get me into my wolf jammies for the night. Marsha gave me a big hug. “Alright, be a good girl and I’ll see you in the morning, baby sis.” And Liliana walked her to the elevator.

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“So, how long have you been interested in age play?” Liliana asked Marsha.

“Honestly? I’m still not sure I am, but I see you and Rachel and… I guess I just like… get it now?” She sounded very thoughtful over it all.

“Well I’m very happy to have you if you want? Do you…”

“Want to wear diapers? No. I can say for sure I’m not feeling that, but calling her baby sister? You… Mommy?” Her voice thrummed happily with that. “I think I like that?” She paused for a beat. “Look, I’ve lived as an eighteen year old for twenty years. I guess I’ve been doing this for a while already? What we are and time is weird already, so I was never sure what my thing was, but it felt good today and I would like to give it a shot if you’d guide me.”

“I’d like to think I’ve been guiding you since Winnie brought a scared stray to my home fifteen years ago, but I’d love to help you explore more.” She hugged Marsha close. “Get some sleep, I think you’ll need your energy to watch your little sister tomorrow.”

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As soon as mommy sat on the bed I pounced on her. “No ma’am, not tonight.” She chided me and I realized I had been grinding against her. “You’re already padded for bed in your Little Kings my little princess.” And with that, she pulled me down with her to lie down for bed. I whined a little, but mommy had already said no.

First Moon Forever 13

I sat staring at the window as everyone ordered. I could see everyone else as they were, but where I sat was a toddler. I didn’t really notice the waitress leaving or what was ordered. I felt like my entire reality was in question. It was Liliana’s giggling that got my attention. Looking around the table I noticed that she and Winnie both had grins.

“What’s going on?” I looked at myself and seemed normal.

“What do you mean, little miss?” Winnie asked with a slight chuckle. I huffed a little and pointed at the reflection in the window. “Oh, well the world just sees you the same way Miss Liliana does, if she sees fit that is.”

Liliana saw how confused I was and came to my rescue. “Oh dear, do you know anything about the fae?” I nodded, so she continued. “Well, Winnie’s gift was inherited from her grandmother, she was a fae you see. So I can amplify her abilities of glamor. It just seemed easier to talk about you as a child if that was what was seen.” My head was spinning, but as if to help me understand, Winnie started to change her appearance in front of me.

I had never heard of werewolves having anything beyond basic pack magics, but this was wild. I looked back to the window and waved at the little me who waved back. Liliana giggled again and got back to business. “Now, you know that Rachel is now second in command, but at the same time it will be like a princess. She has the power when it counts, but still has to listen to her caretakers day to day. That would be you all… well…” She eyed Nico. “Within reason of course.”

“Whatever. I’m a highly skilled man, I don’t have time to be a babysitter anyways.” Nico scoffed in annoyance.

“Nico, boy, you are nothing more than a very lucky hacker.” Ronnie laughed. “But I agree. Don’t we have more important things to do than take care of the runt?”

“Well of course you have important things to do, but I just want to establish ground rules so there is as little confusion as possible moving forward. The pack is family afterall and Rachel is just the baby of the family now.” I blushed furiously and as if on cue, our waitress placed the sippy cup in front of me and picked up my crayons.

“Don’t you want to color for your mommy?” She asked, offering me the crayons. Liliana nodded, so I took them and started to color the menu. While I colored, I started to focus on what I was doing and not the boring pack business being talked about around me. Only responding with noises and nods when I was asked if I would like to move in with Liliana. At one point I fished my keys out of my purse to give to Ronnie to his dismay. Plans were made for my things to be packed and moved while I still had the hotel room for the rest of the week, but my menu seemed far more important to the little wolf in my mind.

When the food was brought out Marsha hopped up to pull something out of the bag. As she tied the bib around my neck, I blushed looking down at my plate of nuggets and applesauce next to my sippy cup of juice. “Don’t want my little sister getting messy.” She announced with glee to which Lilliana raised an eyebrow. Marsha blushed herself and grinned, making Liliana smile and nod.

“Thank you sweetie. Very thoughtful.” And as she spoke I saw Marsha suddenly appeared to be about eight. The waitress looking curious for a moment, but smiled.

“What a helpful big sister you are!” She praised Marsha who was taking in her new appearance.

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The rest of lunch and the day were pretty low key. Marsha joined us for a bit when we went back to the hotel, she still looked like a kid to me, it seemed pack magic was something I was going to have to learn a lot about.

“So big sister, huh?” Liliana chuckled once we were back in the room. The glamor dropped.

“I mean, is it my thing? No, but it seemed fun, so why not?” Marsha blushed and Liliana smiled.

“Okay, well I think it works fine if Rachel is okay with it.”

“I have always wanted a sister.” I offered with a smile. Marsha gave me a big hug.

“Well pack is family, so you can consider me your big sister!” She seemed very happy with this idea herself.

“Okay, I have to take care of business tomorrow, so you can tag along if you like or you can explore more of the city on your own?” Liliana put on a movie as she spoke.

“I’m off tomorrow if you don’t want to explore alone?” Marsha offered.

“That would be fun! I’d love to get to know my big sister!” I chirped out happily. As the movie started, I recognized it as 100% Wolf.

“You know this is the reason she wanted to be a werewolf right?” Lilliana teased. Marsha giggled and I knew what I wanted to do tomorrow as I stuck my tongue out in a fake pout.

Future Derailed: Page 12

As soon as the door was opened for her, Jessie hopped excitedly over to the changing table and waited. Namine chuckled as she went over and helped the little rabbit get undressed, she smiled at the little budding chest. “Is baby girl excited to play?” She asked and the bunny nodded happily. She hopped in place until the wolf lifted her up and onto the table.

Namine popped an orange pacifier with a little green ring in Jessie’s mouth. “Carrot binky for my binky girl.” She cooed, getting three bunnyhops ready as Jessie nuked away gleefully and played with her bear. Getting her diapered was much easier when her baby was not only compliant, but eager. Three thick diapers were very much overkill, but it was just too cute to pass up.

Helping the bunny down, she asked. “Would you like to pick something to wear? Maybe jammies? It is rather late after all.” Jessie bobbed her head back and forth making her ears flopped in a cutesy way as she did, then she scrambled to the closet and started going through everything. Finally she turned back holding a sleeper with dinosaurs all over it.

“Okay sweetheart, dinorawrs it is.” Namine smiled and helped Jessie get dressed, zipping up the back. She didn’t do up the lock, there was no need, this baby wasn’t going to be trying to take her jammies off. “Now, it’s way past your bedtime. Do you want to go to your bed or…?” Before the wolf could finish the bunny had bounced to the crib and was waiting. She laughed as she put down the rails and lifted the rabbit up. She heard her text tone go off as she got Jessie situated and tucked in. She kissed her on the forehead and put the rails up. “Good night baby girl.”

Back in her room, Namine picked up her phone and checked her messages.

“Hey you fucking bitch! You haven’t answered me back in months! I’m coming to get Jessie and I’ll kick your ass if I have too! It shouldn’t take this long to train that little wimp.”

The wolf groaned, but thought about it. ‘Bitch’.

“You know what, you’re right. I’ve been slacking on my duties. I keep them in the garage in a cage. The door is unlocked. I’m actually out tonight, but you can take your property if you want.”

With that, Namine started to get changed. It was going to be a long night. She went to the garage to wait. Not an hour later the door opened and Patricia strode in, obviously drunk. The wolf watched her from the side room as she stumbled around the dungeon. As the anteater looked for the rabbit, the wolf silently made her way up behind her and slid the needle into her neck.

“I’ll teach you all about being a bitch.” Was the last thing Jessie’s ex heard as everything went dark.

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A month later, Jessie is kneeling on the floor in her bright yellow dress, matching diaper cover, white ruffled socks and black Maryjanes. Her hair, still a bright pink, has grown enough to be put in cute little pigtails that bounce as she merrily pushes her toy train around the track.

“Jessie? Mommy has a gift for you!” Namine announced cheerfully from the doorway. Jessie looked up with her carrot pacifier bobbing between her lips to see what her surprise was. “In you go pup.” The wolf command and Jessie heard a click. The bunny was surprised when someone entered the room on their knees and elbows. The right spandex and leather of her bitch suit kept her on the floor like a waddling little puppy. Under the hood, Jessie saw familiar eyes and looked up to Namine.

“Mommy?” She questioned curiously.

“Yes baby girl, this is Patty-Pup. She’s all yours if you’d like.” Namine smiled softly.

Jessie smiled widely and leaned in to hug her puppy. “This is exactly where you belong. Glad you were such an awful bitch, it helped me find myself, but I’ll teach you to be a sweet little puppy.” Patricia let out a whine. She had never heard Jessie sound so confident and happy. She wanted to run, but she was a good pup now.

First Moon Forever 9

I lie in bed still panting. Everything had been so fast and intense, now that I was coming down I began to notice things. I could feel Liliana. Not just lying in bed next to me, but if I closed my eyes it was like I felt her energy. It wasn’t just her either. There were more, a lot more all spread out.

The others were fainter, but there were definitely different energies I could sense. “That’s the pack.” Liliana answered the question I hadn’t asked yet.

“So, I’m a werewolf? I’m a part of the pack… oh no! Will the alpha be mad?” I began to panic, but Liliana just giggled at me. It took me a few seconds longer than I’d like to admit for it to click. “You’re the alpha.”

“Yeap.”

“And you turned me.”

“Mhmmm.”

“I had sex with one of the most powerful Alphas in the country.”

She snorted. “You sure did, pup.”

“Pup… the pull-ups, me… wetting myself… the voice that praised me… all you?”

“Well, yes and no. Sure I used some of my pack magic to connect with you, I mean you were so cute that I just wanted to spend the night with you. But once I touched your energy, I found that it wasn’t just looks. You wanted it. I don’t think you acknowledged it, but I’m sure if you think about it you’ll remember seeing diapers and lingering on them.”

“I… I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I honestly couldn’t remember any particular instance, but just thinking about it gave me warm, fuzzy feelings.”

“That. That’s what I’m talking about. That’s why I knew you were my mate. I needed a little to take care of and you showed up wanting to be like me. It felt right. So, I may have encouraged it, but you really ran with it.” She nuzzled against me causing me to thrum happily. “Think about the diaper that’s in my bag right now. That warm feeling? That’s just your emotions playing at the pack magic.”

I did feel the warmth. I had been assuming it was just her and honestly I couldn’t be sure it wasn’t, but I wanted her to put that diaper on me. I wanted to be as cute as she kept saying I was. I wanted to be her puppy. I began to whimper softly.

“Little one want her diaper?” It could’ve been her teasing, but really it was just her addressing what my mind was begging for. I nodded shyly and she pulled the bag up onto the bed. She unfolded a princess changing pad and had me scoot onto it. I saw the diaper was pink with bunnies on it as she took it out and unfolded it. I lifted my butt when she tapped my thigh. When I lowered back down, I could feel the soft cottony cushion under me. It was like heaven.

Liliana sprinkled a lavender scented powder over me and rubbed it in. I let out a little moan. “Ah, ah. Not again so soon. We have to get the princess pup into her padding.” I stuck my tongue out at her with a giggle. She pulled the diaper snug between my legs and up to my tummy, giving me a little pat as she did up each of the tapes. She lifted me up and gave me a playful spank. “There, all safe. Now let’s get your new jammies on so you can run down to the lobby to get the pizza.”

Noel’s Little Effluence

I had been waiting for this all year. A nice little Snow Days get together for our little group. So many people I knew well from talking only, but only met briefly here and there, all in one place for the holidays. Walking into the house, it was like a winter wonderland. Most everyone was already here, all wearing an assortment of holiday little’s clothes. Santa onesies, diapers that looked like presents, a Bumble sleeper. I felt silly with my little reindeer onesie but seeing everyone having fun, I slipped into a bedroom to get changed. I quickly jingled my way back into the party. Antlers and floppy ears atop my head, brown and tan onesie with a little wiggly tail. Red velvet harness with silver bells and a little bit of red paint on my nose that matched my cheeks.

I received so many compliments, but I still felt silly. Shyly, I made my way to the edge of the room and leaned in the archway. Across the room I saw her. The Santa baby of my dreams. I’d known her for almost two years, but I was afraid of her ever knowing how I felt. So I quickly tried to look like I was paying attention to anything else. The ‘snow’ covered decorations. The pile of colorful gifts. Anything else, but before I knew it she had strode over to me. Her silver hair peeked from under the fluffy red and white hat.

“Hey dork, you’re standing under the mistletoe, crinkle butt. You waiting for someone to kiss you or something?”

I looked up and stammered. “I… n-no… I was just… I didn’t know it was there…” As I blushed still looking up at the dangling little piece of mistletoe, she took hold of my harness and pulled me close. Suddenly warmth spread over me as she gave me the longest, most passionate kiss I could recall in my life.

“I’ve been waiting a year to do that. You’re really bad at taking hints, you know?” I stood there, mouth agape and eyes wide. “Bet you didn’t even realize this was a birthday party for you, did you Noel?” I tried to speak, but words wouldn’t come. Looking around, I noticed everyone was looking at me and smiling.

“Hey Eira! You did it! Bring the little reindeer over so she can play a game before opening her presents!” Juniper, the girl in the Bumble sleeper, waved from the dining room.

“Game? W-what kind of game? Wait? My presents!? You said to bring something for a naughty gift exchange!” I puffed out my cheeks in exasperation.

“Well, I hope you got something you’d enjoy.” Eira smiled at me and turned to head to the kitchen. Her little red Santa dress bounced just enough that I caught sight of her red and white ruffled diaper cover. Jovie and Clara rushed over, each dressed as one of Santa’s elves, and took hold of my arms. They led me into the dining room where I saw a big high chair set up.

“Oh no, no no no! Nia? Help me!” The quiet little thing peeked at me from behind her white hair before pulling the collar of her ‘ugly’ sweater to hide her face, causing the little bell on her kitty collar to jingle. She would be no help.

“Oh Noel, why would you need help? We all worked together to make sure you had the most fun birthday a baby girl could want.” Natalie gave me a motherly smile, even though she was in nothing but a t-shirt and diaper. I could see the tray of baby food Eira was carrying already and tried to wiggle free as my little elf friends slid the tray into place and put my arms in soft restraints.

“But but but! I don’t want baby food!” I whined to a giggling room of littles.

“But we need to get that tummy nice and full…” Jovie exclaimed.

“… so you can have lots of fun with all your presents!” Clara finished for her. I looked between them shaking my head as Nia showed me the big ‘Santa’s baby’ bib she was bringing my way. As she tied it around my neck, Eira came in carrying the dreaded tray.

“Would you look at the hungry little girl? All ready for her num nums!” She teased as she put the tray down on the table.

“Eira! Please no… I don’t like baby food.” I whined and she reached out, putting a finger to my lips.

“No whining poppet, it could’ve been an all formula diet for you tonight.” She grinned as I gulped. As bad as the baby food I’d tried over the years had been, formula was a whole other thing. The first spoon she brought up was a grayish brown goop. I turned my head at the last second. I couldn’t do it. It was just too gross.

Two more times I tried to be brave and just eat it, only to end up with more on my face. Finally I had to say something. I whined out “I’m sorry I can’t! It’s just too gro…” and I felt the spoon of mush go in. I gagged at first then my eyes shot open. “Ith turkey an gravy?” And they all giggled.

“Of course it is! We didn’t actually want this to be bad for you, just fun for us too!” Eira smiled at my confusion. “I looked up recipes for some of your holiday favorites and ways to make them for babies. Eat up, you little goober.” I stuck my tongue out at her only to get another spoonful. From there she made a point to overfill the spoon to get more on me as she finished the turkey, cranberry sauce and chocolate delight. ‘Her elves’ squealed happily as they got to wipe my face and ‘get baby clean’ before opening presents.

“Okay, we decided to let you use all of your gifts tonight as you open them.” Natalie informed me as they sat me in front of the tree and all sat around me.

“And we’ll help whenever the baby needs it.” Nia squeaked from the couch, the boldest I had ever heard her. They were all really enjoying this which made me feel all fuzzy inside. Then I remembered the gift I had brought and gulped.

“I have to use a…all of them?” I asked nervously.

“Uh oh!” Jovie giggled.

“The baby got something naughty!” Clara joined her.

“I think I know what it is!” Juniper smiled broadly. Of course she did! She was the one who had suggested it! “Hold her, we’ll do hers first! That’ll make this extra fun!”

“No no no no!” I whined as the girls pounced on me and Juniper unwrapped the box I had brought. Squirming, I gave Eira a pitiful look.

“Oh sweetie, no doesn’t mean no. You know how this works. Just because your cheeks are red doesn’t mean you’ve said it.” Her tone alone made me squirm even more, but she was right and she knew me not immediately screaming red was all she needed. I heard a bottle being squeezed behind me as the snaps of my onesie were undone and my diaper was pulled down. A few of the girls took this time to give me a few playful swats, distracting me just enough that I wasn’t clenching when the Hush I had bought for Dirty Santa was quickly worked into my awaiting booty. I yelped in surprise and the girls readjusted my clothes.

They lowered me to my back to do up the snaps, making sure my rump moved around on the floor in the process. I let out a soft moan as my eyes crossed. “There’s that magical little sound. Someone get little Rudolph her next gift while I get the app setup.” I watched Eira poke at her phone as Clara bounced back with a little silver wrapped box. Having not felt the buzz when the plug was turned on, I felt like the worst of that was over and took the little box. I picked at the tape to get the corner up when I was suddenly hit with an intense vibration that caused me to squeal and rip the paper.

Eira giggled mischievously. “Look! It works! Noel was a good girl and had it fully charged. And she’s so excited for her gifts. Isn’t that precious?” I gave her a sour glare now that the vibrations had been turned down to low. She raised an eyebrow.

“S-sorry.” I whimpered and turned my attention back to the present. Opening the box I found the cutest little pacifier gag I had seen, too bad Clara grabbed it out of my hands and quickly put the nipple in my mouth. Before I could even protest, one of the other girls had it fastened behind my head.

“What do we say?” Eira asked, her phone waiting beside her.

“Fankou Cwawa.” Was all I could manage around the big bulb of the pacifier. As if to praise me, Eira turned the vibration up a tiny bit, sending a shiver through my body. Natalie handed me the next gift and I did my best to focus on unwrapping it and those that followed. Rather quickly, I was a squirmy mess that had opened and was using all but two of the gifts. Natalie had gotten me a locking frilly diaper cover. Juniper and Jovie had gotten me matching booties and mittens. Both locking, both making my appendages next to useless. Between the padding in the mittens and spikes in the booties, I was feeling much like a helpless baby.

“Okay, we’ll still open your last two gifts now, but I think we’ll wait to use them till later.” Eira said, giving my forehead a kiss. All I could manage was to burble happily at her around my pacifier. Nia handed me a longer rectangular box that she had to help me open. When she showed me the pink magic wand I thought my face would burst into flames. It was the last thing I expected from shy, meek little kitty girl Nia.

She giggled happily. “I think the baby likes it!” I loved seeing this side of her finally, I just wish it wasn’t from my embarrassment. She gave me a big hug and helped me sit in Eira’s lap.

“Are you ready for my gift baby girl? I think you’ll like it. You’ve mentioned wanting to try one for a while.” My heart pounded as I began to realize what it was. Looking up at her with wide eyes I realized just how much she really was paying attention. “That’s right.” She tore away the paper and opened the box. “Your very own huggy jacket and it matches your booties and mittens.” I turned and gave her a big hug with tears in my eyes.

“Fankou Eyewa.” She held me close as we all got comfy to snuggle and watch Christmas movies for most of the night. After the movies I was buzzing with euphoria. I didn’t think it could’ve been a better birthday, but Eira held up the last two gifts and leaned to my ear.

“You can stay the night if you want. Just might need a change before bed, but I’m sure I could make you earn it.” She squeezed my diaper for emphasis.

Holiday Gift

I stretched as I made my way downstairs and to the kitchen. Still three more days before time off for the holidays and I just wasn’t feeling it. As I made my morning coffee I scrolled through tiktok, absent-mindedly pouring more lavender syrup in than I intended. Only a few sips in had me wiggling. I loved lavender in my coffee, but it was also a big little trigger for me. “Noooo.” I whined as I realized how small I was feeling.

Pouting on the couch I had an idea of how to make it better. I rushed back upstairs to get changed into something more fun for the day and crinkled my way back to the living room. I heard my roommate shuffling down the hall. “Mownin.” I squeaked out happily as the purple wolf turned the corner to see me cross-legged on the couch, my skinny jeans and skirt sitting beside me as I rocked back and forth with my paws in hand.

“Heh, mornin lil one. Wearing to work today? Very unlike you, Ko. And Bunnyhops even, someone feeling small? ” Noro grinned curiously and sniffed the air. “Lavender in the coffee, lavender lotion and lavender powder. Someone decided to be a tiny tot at work, huh?”

I gave her a look that was half grin, half grimace. “I made uh oh… to smol for daycare!”

“Oh dear, I can help with that.” She offered, taking my discarded clothes in one hand and my hand in the other. She led me to the kitchen and started mixing up a big bowl of oatmeal while I watched intently.

“How oatmeal gonna help?” I asked, head tilted.

“I think it’s just what you need today, but first…” She picked up my clothes and helped me get the skirt up. “Hold this up please.” I nodded and help it up so she could help me with the pants. I stepped in and waited. “Could you turn around real quick?”

“Uhhhhh… okay!” I turned to face the other wall and felt her take the back waistband of my diaper and tug it out, dumping the whole bowl of oatmeal down the back. As I shuddered in shock she pulled my pants up and buttoned them, gave my oatmeal loaded diaper heavy pats and dropped my skirt in place. I turned to her with a pout and noticed for the first time that she was padded too. I wasn’t dealing with my roommates big caretaker side, but her little bratty side. “Noooooroooooo!”

“Have fun mush tush!” She giggled as she pointed out the clock. No time to change..